Losing hope

I’m slowly and quietly giving up on everything I love. I can’t seem to call on anyone to help. I’m an only child from both my parents and they both since remarried and don’t have kids from those marriages. I can’t call on anyone, I have no car, I can’t seem to get a job, and my kids deserve a good Christmas, that I can’t provide. I’m crying out for help. What do I have to do for anyone to care about me? Being an only child makes it sad in this world. It’s only beneficial if that person has a great support system, which I do not. I know God says not to compare your life to the next person. But that’s all I can do when I’m doing what I’m supposed to and still can’t see a way out of anything. I don’t want to give my kids to their dad’s but at this point I don’t think I’m able to take care of them anymore. I cannot be selfish and prideful, but they deserve so much better than a mother like me. I’m not feeling sorry for myself, I’ve come to the realization I can’t take care of them anymore and that breaks my heart more than anything else in this world.