All her life, she had other people telling her what to do, where to go, what she can/cannot wear, who she can/cannot hang out with., etc. And in her life she let people tell her what to do regardless of how she felt, because no one listened to how she felt or what made her comfortable. She let boyfriends run her life, she let them tell her what she can/cannot do, she let them take over who she really was and destroyed her, until she is no longer able to fight back. She let them change her into something she is unfamiliar with. She let her parents harm her and each other, she let her parents talk down on her and about her, she is no longer in control of her own body or voice. I am no longer who I  wanted to be, I am now who I thought I would NEVER Be. She let her friends talk about her behind her back but still she choose’s to have them in her life. She still chooses to defend them before she can defend herself. She chooses to let them smile in her face and use her when they only need her. She let her family talk about her like I am nothing and they are right “I am Nothing”. I Have Nothing. I WILL Become Nothing and I Will DIE Being A Nothing. I am not who and what I wanted to become. Because she let other people tell her “Who she is” and “What she will become”. She doesn’t know what to do or nor does she get to make her OWN decisions. She doesn’t know how to say “NO” without first thinking about THEM. I am Not In Control of my body or my life. I am Nothing and I Will Always Be A NOTHING!