& just like that I’m sad again, my heart aches again.

For you.

For us.

I apologize if I’m too late to want to make things work between us. I apologize for not being the woman you needed me to be. I apologize for my past, because you’re still there and Im not… I’m sorry.

I apologize that you felt you needed to find what you wanted from me in someone else. I’m sorry.

I apologize.. can you forgive?!

Will you let you heart and mind forgive me?!

If not then there shouldn’t be an “us”, there shouldn’t be a “we”. Just a “you” and “me”.

I’m sorry I wasn’t good for you NOW! I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you like she was/ is. IM SORRY! Can you hear me?! Can you truly see that I’m changing?! Or are you stuck on her that you NO LONGER see what I’m doing for US?! Do you see what I can be? Or are you stuck in the past to make yourself feel better about wanting to be with her? Wanting to sleep with her, fuck her.

I’m sorry I am NOT good enough for you. I am NOT strong enough for you for both of us. I am sorry I need you more than you need me. IM SORRY! 💔🥺