He told me that I should be worry about 1 girl he’s been with. And ever since then I’ve been obsessing over her. 🥺 thinking “what does she have that I don’t.” “does she love him” “does HE love her” there has to be a reason why he would say that. And I can’t understand. I want to write her but not sure what to say. Or if she would even give me the time of day. My heart doesn’t hurt , I’m not mad , I’m sad because for 8 years I’ve only known him as a father to my kids. And now I feel in my HEART that I will lose him. I’ll have to give him away. 💔 honestly I’m not sure if I want to give away, I want to be selfish but he and I are not good for each other. I’m not ready to give someone what I tried to give him. My heart aches , so all I do is smile and laugh because I’m hurt.. and he doesn’t need to worry about my feelings.