Something I might not get with you. It’s been months and even though we kind of talk at work, you still have me blocked and all I want to do is get closure.

You not knowing what you want is making me lose out on potential relationships. And that’s not fair for them and me when you can’t let me go. No one comes close to how I feel about you, but I will not be a pawn for you. I will not be on the sidelines waiting for you while I put my life on hold.

I honestly need some type of communication with you. But I’m still blocked and again that’s not fair. Idk what else to say. I think this book is closing soon so another and better book can begin. As of this month if you aren’t rocking with me fully by 2021 , I’ll Forever let you go. On my end. Without you talking to me and figuring out what we should do. If not you’ll be just like 2020 , in the past and a year I want to forget.