Our coworkers, my friends, my mom Always asks if I’ve heard from you, and every time its always “He doesn’t text me back”. “He doesn’t care”. It’s easier for me to believe that you don’t care than for me to believe you just don’t want to talk to me.

I’ve went through our old messages and it’s easier for me to live in our memories than for me to live in this reality.

Today would have been our 2 month anniversary…and I texted you to see what you would say,, if you would say anything. But you didn’t , you haven’t. So, this is it I guess.

This is our end… I am not ready to close this chapter of my book. What other options do I have? NONE! He hasn’t given me anything other to think than “HE DOESN’T WANT ME” it’s honestly hard for me to wrap my head around.

But with no answer from you, on any day of any month. I can’t keep putting my heart through this pain. This constant pain. This torture.

I’m not ready to close this chapter! I know I’ll be forced too.