I am in love with you, I took a bath last night and I used your soap, then I cried so had to get out , I started to have a panic attack and my depression was going into overload.

I slept on the couch for 2 days before I was able to even go into the room, I barely started sleeping on the bed and I sleep on your side with both pillows.

I have never been that way with anyone. I don’t like to feel like I can’t control myself and I haven’t been able too since I broke up with you. I cry at work something I never do , especially over someone other than my kids.

I had 1 bad day baby, that’s all it was. But then it turned serious and I couldn’t catch it before I knew it was too late. I’m so sorry Baby. If given a second chance (which I know won’t happen) breaking up isn’t something to throw around when I have a bad day. Because how I’m feeling isn’t something I want to feel again.

I am so in love with you. That’s why I need to move , forget about this. I rather keep this hurt to myself than to hurt you again. 💔